Love is Difficult

I know
I can control myself
when the time we meet again
after so long the day he went away,
the day I leave him behind
the day I said sorry
we meet again..

Thanks God
He still look great
with bit of chubby face
strong and healthy look
at least from his look
I can know how is his life

and my heart still under my control
It's hard to do so
but I did it
I can smile while I look at him
cause he doesn't hate me
we are still friend, maybe?

It's weird if not see him while im home
Today
at least can balance back my feeling
because I saw him
just right in front of me

I miss your tan skin
Your sweet smile
So good to me, So right


so happy to see him again

but no chance to say

I'm so Sorry